Just can't get over it.... yet

2 months of preparation.
1 week of 12 hrs daily to complete the last min work.
For 15 hrs of 1 day event.

My very 1st major event and I made a very stupid yet "it's-so-in-the-face" mistake. Am I too tired or stress out to notice it? Am I concentrating on the bigger stuffs & ignoring the small details? Or maybe i am ...... 100 of questions to answer 1 stupid stupid mistake.

How did this happen?

I didn't expect things to go perfect but hopefully everyone is happy and no major hiccup.

Hope vs Reality

Things didn't really work out as planned. Maybe i am giving myself too high a standard to reach. The truth is I don't mind work long hrs. I don't mind people saying I am a workaholic. I don't mind not having to have a proper meal. (Although I do miss my mum's cook and time to be with my family, Ben baby and my friends)

God! I didn't know what am I thinking now.

Anyway I will be fine. It's just a STARTING-OF-A-JOB-CRISIS. It's NOT THE EARLY STAGE OF DEPRESSION. I repeat NOT A DEPRESSION.

End of the event
- Seriously aching legs (Can't walk at all in the heels. Need my mum to bring slipper down in the middle of the night even when i am just down my block. That's how serious)
- Aching shoulder for carrying all the branded presents and documents.
- Smelling sweaty and so need a hot bath. (Wear the same blazer & shirt the whole damn day)
- Eating way too little to have enough energy for the day (Breakfast - 1 small bun, Lunch- half a sandwich, Dinner- A bowl of shark fin and 1 spoon of rice. Not too bad aleast i had the exp stuff.)



p/s: Getting my hair perm on tues. Back to the same place I did it last year since they did an amazing job. Hopefully more pictures then.