I really though we can be friends. I do want the friendship. But I came to realize that it's not possible when 1 of us still feel something for the other party. We can't coz part of me still want & care for you.

I told darlene before that I can't tell you what happen to me coz I can't have your care & concern coz my heart will give in.
It did gave in....

Feeling buried and hide away.
Unseal by a tender touch.
Feeling lingered.
Scent remained.
Dream it may be,
Shall I never wake.

But I will wake up.... Last nitz, when Calvin asked what izzit that you msg that make me feel this way? His conculsion: Why look so much into the msg? He might be sending it to other girls at the same time. U made yourself clear that that's the same case too. A msg that's send to many others but I treat it like gold. I am no one special...Nor do I mean extra much... You are here just as a friend.

I can't.....

When I received your last "hug" sms... I do wish this will go on forever. But this is not the way it should be... Like you always said, I want more while you want less. I really do want more... not marriage but i want you... more of you. This gotta stop. I had cried too much, saying things that I can't even convience myself to believe. I can't go on like this...

I need to walk away....
God bless with all the goodness in life