Switch off

Today is my 5th day at work.
Busy....

Event and Marketing can be interesting but everything is FAST FAST FAST.
Changing venue, booking hotels, doing up an event.. blah blah blah
My mind is always "running around".
Even after work, it's still super active.

I have been sleeping at 1a.m plus almost every night.
Lucky thing is i start work at 11am.

When i get home, all i wanna do is curl up into a ball and stone in my bed.

Tonight my mum is getting very emo over the fact that she's not working without the spending power and hardly had any friends coz she's a stay home mum.
I am trying my best to cheer her up but she just walk away with tears in her eyes.

I didn't run up to her... I didn't do anything.
My mind is switch off and I seriously can't find anything better to say.

What do you say when your mum gets upset over something that happened 20years ago?


p/s: Gotta work tmr from 10.30am till 7pm.
Need..... to..... sleep......