The day that just got worse

Right after my last blog, my mum called... crying.
It happened that my 2nd uncle just passed away this morning.
He had been complaining abt some heart problem the week before.
On friday morning right on his way to the doctor, he fainted....
His heart stopped beating on his way to the hospital.
He was 47 with 2 kids in primary school.....

I was once closed to him when i was a young girl... very very young. (like 6 years old)
Then he moved away and lost contact for the longest time.
We had no idea he got married and his first son was already 2 years old by the time he see us again.
Then he MIA once again for another period of time.

It's only recently he had been turning up for family dinner & gathering.
Just when we though it will only get better....

It hurts to see mummy and ah ma like this....
Maybe I am kind of "heartless", I dun really feel upset when i received the news.
The first person I am worried about is Ah Ma....
She has already been through so much....
A woman at her age... How much more can she take??
It's just not fair.