It's been really bad weekend till now. Other than the flight is delayed... Lost my luggage... Work is as usual madness....

I came to realize I dun hate my job... I just hate what I am doing. Regardless where I am work isn't the point anymore. It's that I dun like what I am doing. Order processing i jut such a big turn off to come to work. I wanna do something I wanna do. I know.... How many people can do what they like in life as a job. But I am not asking for something I like... I am asking for something I dun hate or aleast something new. I used to think $$$ is the most important coz that's what in the end that matters. Like what mama say, the process of getting them ($$$) is as important too...

I am still young. I wanna do something I like and have no regret after that.

Even if I failed, aleast I try.

I dun wanna keep complaining to Oli and let him think I am someone who give up easily. As much as I hate doing that, I still do..... And it do hurt when he start getting impaitence.

So i think I gotta stop now.
Stop complaining and hang in there.
Nobody understand anyway....